Why do we stress?

I woke this morning, at 5:15am, and throughout the day have simply not been able to shake the feeling that everything sucks and is all going wrong. It is a very unobjective and rather incorrect view but I just cant get rid of it. Seriously. I mean we are on top of things, kind of. The things we aren't on top of aren't life or death, nor close. Why would one, that'd be me, stress so much. Really, and it doesnt take an ingenious interpretation, I have had and continue to have shit fall in my lap. Jobs, a loving wife, travel, opportunities, new skies etc....and it is a long list. Yet, a little form, the possibility of something going wrong and I freak out as if I had cancer....i mean what is with that. It's not even real, it's just the chance that it could go wrong...oh my god!! anyway...I've said my bit...so why??

so much to say so little time

There are days when you just feel like you just want to get it all out. Vomit words, regurgitate ideas....but those are usually the times when you dont have time.

groggy morning head

Well world...looks like it is you and me again. You seem to have me at a disadvantage though as my head is all groggy and I cant seem to construct an adequate reality with my waning faculties...Still, I shall triumph. I shall sally forth and conquer in the name of me and my kingdom. I shall not, today nor any other day, succumb to the mediating affects of the bed. As always world your very existence shall be shaken by my triumphant return. Do not be deceived or lulled into a sense of superiority by my blurry eyed expression, my yawning and my constant stretching. I may not be at the top of my game but I am far from an easy defeat. I shall triumph yet again and not for the first time as we both come to the end of the day it shall be I who is left standing while you slowly wain into shadow!!