the joy of gluttony

I had one of those mornings, you know, the ones that sound like my last blog but hits you at 10:00am. Anyway, as I have found it works, I hit the kitchen. Made some enfrijoladas (firjole based enchiladas), marinated some marylands with some amazing garlic chilli paste and some herbs from the garden and ovened it. About ten minutes ago, when I had finally stopped eating and could barely walk, I felt this gorious satiated feeling wash over me. Now this sated feeling does NOT come about from simply sating satiating your immediate hunger; you have to immerse your self in the food; consume it and let its flavours and benefits in term consume you. It is a glorious feeling. Pure gluttony. Intense flavours and aromas. It is a true delight. I love eating, it makes me feel whole and complete.

So anyway. As I was saying i had had one of those mornings, now receding into the era of memories, and have had trouble getting the things i need to get done done. I need to get going soon. Spurts of activity.

I recommend to all to eat. Eat and enjoy it.

I was writing a summary for a website for a tour today, Peña de bernal. As I was sitting, utterly exhausted, I was reminded by the friend that we need an option for those who cant or dont want to climb the monolith. "Some people just cant make it BFW (barefoot wanderer), and I know this from experience." Now I was thinking to myself, unenergised, demotivated and not far from flat-lining from inactivity, who an earth can't make it to the top? Why is it, here in the house, after a good nights sleep, I can barely find the energy to raise my fingers above the keyboard but mention a 350m hike up basically the side of a cliff and I'm all gung ho...eh?? Whats with that? Why cant i find a way to tap into that special reserve of energy I seem to have stored away for...well...things I enjoy and want to do, when ever i want. I mean right now. Why cant i find the energy to just sit down and DO the small amount of work required to go from now to then when I will be teaching again..seriously though...

I need to find a job I love doing